“I will never love someone the way I love you. There’s millions of people in the world and all I can think of is you. You are the highlight of my life. There are no words to describe what I would do for you. When I found out you tried to hurt yourself, all I could do is blame myself. You were always there for me when I needed you. You always walked for miles to make me happy. I’m sorry I wasn’t man enough for you. I know it’s probably too late…. but no matter what, I will always love you…….” – X
One of my biggest flaws is how transparent I am. Whatever emotion I’m feeling, you can tell by the look on my face. I’m so nervous I’m shaking, how much of an idiot am I? “Yeah, she’s pregnant.” I say. He looks at me with such a disappointed face. “How long have you known?” he says as he tears up. “I just found out today, someone told me.” I say. “Who told you?!” he asks. I know he’s hurting but I can’t tell why. “It doesn’t matter who told me, I just know.” I say. “Well, I have to tell my parents. I don’t even know what they’re going to say. We just started getting back on good terms.” he says. Wait a god damn minute. Is he serious? “Do you mean you’re the father?” I ask. “Yeah, who else is it going to be?” he says. Wow, X. You really are something. “You told me you never came in her, that you would barely fuck her. I can’t believe that I’m in the same stupid position. Only this time it’s completely different. I’m not going to stand by you while you have a baby. I have to have some type of respect for myself.” I say. I’ve never been in a position like this before. I’m not even sure I mean half of what I’m saying. I just don’t know, there are so many thoughts running through my mind. What am I supposed to do? “Respect for yourself? I respect you. I need you. Look, I can’t figure this out without you. I need you by my side for this. Please don’t leave me alone in the darkness. Just give me some time to think about this. Hell, for all we know it could all be a rumor.” He says. If I could go back in time, I would tell myself that this is all bullshit. I know it now but I wish I knew it back then. “Fine, i’ll give you some time to think about it. Maybe they are just rumors.” I say but I don’t really mean it. “Baby, you got me all worried up for no reason. Yeah…. yeah now that I’m thinking about it, there’s no way Brit is pregnant. Baby, let’s go to my house so I can give you what I was supposed to give you yesterday.” he says. Fuck, I know I shouldn’t but I really want to. “Sure, let’s go just make sure to bring me back by the time school gets outs.” I say. “Don’t tell me what the fuck to do, I tell you what to do.” he says. God damn it, this man. Well, am I really an idiot? Because the way I see it, he doesn’t even believe Brit is pregnant. He’s speeding to his house but honestly, I know for a fact I can’t be the idiot in this situation. We enter his complex, I’m secretly looking out for Brit. This bitch is hiding in corners, who knows what the fuck this bitch is doing. We park the car and he turns to look at me. “No matter what happens, you’ll always have me…. got it?” Always? Have someone? My life has consisted of inconsistency and for someone to actually tell me that, makes me finally feel relieved. I feel reassured for once. “Yeah… I got it.” I say. We go inside and go straight to his room. We have no time to talk, every kiss is filled with passion. We’re on his bed and clothes start flying off. “I’ve been wanting to give you this dick since yesterday… please don’t ever leave me.” he says as he takes his pants off. “I’ll never leave you baby..” I say. I start sucking his dick and if sucking dick was a sport, I’d be Bolt in the Olympics. I have to feel him in my throat. I have to please him. He’s mine, all mine. He needs me. The look on his face as I swallow him whole is priceless. “Baby please don’t stop…” he moans. In the midst of my blow job, his phone starts to ring. He looks and he sees that it’s Brit. “Don’t stop.” he tells me. “Hello… yeah, I can’t talk right now… babe, I can’t talk right now I’m on the phone with my mom… Yeah, I’ll see you tonight for the getty. Bye.” he says as he throws his phone. “You see, she’s nothing compared to you. You’re mine baby and I’m all yours.” Fuck, I wish that didn’t turn me on but it does. I get up and start riding him. “Baby… fuck baby, I’m always yours, I’m never going to leave you…” he says. Fuck, this feels amazing, to have him inside of me. Stroke after stroke, knowing that at this very moment he’s mine. “Fuck…. baby, you’re gonna make… me….. cum…” he says as he releases his load. “Fuck, I’m sorry I came so fast…” he says. “It’s fine haha. Can I shower?” I ask. “Yeah, here let’s shower together.” We get in the shower and he starts bathing me. He washed my entire body and hair. “Baby, you’re so beautiful… god how’d I get so lucky?” He says. Let me clarify something to you guys, when a guy starts asking corny rhetorical questions, he’s hooked. “I have no idea, life has a funny way of turning out.” I say. “Yeah, I’ve been trying to give you this dick since yesterday. Stop tripping out over dumb shit baby, I don’t give a fuck about Brit. I have to constantly tell you this, but she’s just a cover up. Even if I fuck her, I’m thinking of you. Got it?” he says. “Okay baby.” I say. Honestly, the confidence I have right now is out of this world. I had this man’s dick in my mouth while he answered his girlfriend’s call. I can feel like I can climb any mountain. X washes himself and we get out. “Wanna take a nap? I just want to cuddle with you.” He says as he dries himself. “Yeah that’s fine, wanna drop me off at Ashley’s later? You can just leave me at the entrance of her complex.” I say. “Yeah that’s fine.” he says. “Ok, let me just text her and let her know I’ll meet her at her house.” I say as I reach for my phone. When I look, I have a missed call from Ashley so I decide to call her back. “Hello?” I say. “Glend, where are you?!” she says. “Yeah, hey, I’ll meet you at your house. I left school to help my mom with something…” I tell her. “Bro, forget that. Did you hear what happened today?” she says. “No, I’ve been busy, what happened?!” I ask. “I just got a video of Brit and a guy fucking, and it doesn’t look like her boyfriend!!!” she says. I turn around and see X crying from anger as he’s looking at his phone. “So… I’m assuming you heard about my girlfriend getting fucked on video….” He says as he slowly looks up to me. Well, now what?